Hello Love.

9.30.08

i have a flickr now.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mollyxftw

Also, less than an hour until October, this means it's my favorite time of year. The time of year when you will most likely never find me without a smile. I think more clearly in the fall, i'm just a happier person. I think fall is good for people. And for anyone who's known me long enough, they know it's definately good for me.

This Is Where I Would Have..

9.29.08

This is where I would have posted something i said a few hours ago. Except someone pointed out it'd be and amazing song title, and it's mine. hahaha. I have battered elbows from saturday night. Chiodos and Motion City Soundtrack, they're both always great, and together was like even better. I got to spend the weekend with my best friend. We were first there and last there, and i finally met Matty Taylor.



My friend is like, intensly bummed right now, and i just feel bad. I feel like i should help, or have something better to say than just 'i'm sorry.' But i honestly don't know what else to say, because that's just it, i'm just sorry.
I've realized recently that i hate the person i have become, and in a ditch attempt to turn that around, i feel like i've made it worse. I always said i'd tried to be the one someone could come to, the one that'd always be nice to people, the one who was just a good person. And i feel like i try to be that person in my head, but everything that i say makes me such a bitch. I'm the one who runs to everyone else, and say shit before even thinking about it. I know i've said this COUNTLESS amounts of times, but i honestly need to talk 90% less than i do right now. And think 100% more.

thirty minute grace period.

9.25.08

i just lost the game.
the right half of my body is like a block of ice. i have this new rule where i have to ice my whole shoulder and upper arm after i pitch. and it's cold enough in my room already. Grey's Anatomy season premiere tonight! i haven't been this excited since the first time i heard the used. well okay, maybe not, but i'm excited. Cleaning for the rest of the day, then going to norwood tomorrow night or saturday morning. I get to see maggie and dan dan, so this'll be good times. Chiodos and Motion City Soundtrack with them on saturday!<3 This weekend will be good. And a half day of school tomorrow, so it's all adding up. And by the way, Kelsey Freelove makes me love my life.

"La da da da ta ta ta.
i won't try that again."

GAME.

PS: everyone go buy the new Gay Blades cd,
they're asolutely great, it's called ghosts,
and it won't disappoint. =]

Stay Together For The Kids?

9.22.08

I pretty much just peed my pants in excitement, only not literally. I guess there's basically nothing confirmed, but apparently there's going to be a Blink 182 reunion tour '09. This is seriously crazy. If it actually happens, I don't know what i'm going to do. It'll be crazy trying to get tickets, but i'll be happy just to be there. I don't know how many times i've joked with the phrase "i'd cut off my hand to see blink 182." And now it might actually happen. The seeing them part, not the cutting off my hand part, thanks. I've been home sick, i felt like shit, up until i heard this, then i pretty much died. Of excitement of course though. This is crazy.



<3!?

I Hate Peas.

9.21.08

Like really, I went to my Nana and Nanu's house today with the whole family for my Nanu's birthday, and my Nana cooked this whole huge dinner. But apparently she insists upon putting peas in everything haha. I played five games yesterday morning and this morning, and pitched 4 of them, and now my arm is killing me. I went to Lions Lions at the 119 last night, good times. I got to see Liz, and chill with Noor. I always have so much fun watching lions lions play, they're just plain good, and funny hahaha. I feel so sick tonight though, like my head is going to explode or something. I'm going to pass out pretty soon. At least i hope. And i definately don't want to go to school tomorrow.

I really don't understand sometimes, why people choose to include you in on information, like when it really just brings you down. I just don't get it.

Desperate Times, Desperate Measures.

9.17.08

Happy Birthday Jon Walker.

I was cleaning today and i broke the head off a little old jesus statue, i'm going to hell. I got a haircut, I got the underoath tickets, and i got an old tour shirt from good friday of last year. It should really be the 27th right now, because i miss my best friend so much. Aparently Shelby "hates the asian girl who should have been voted the fuck off!" She makes me love my life. The envy on the coast boards won't let me sign in >:[
I really need to get sleep, i've been living off like 4 hours every night.


happy 23rd jwalker.

Jump the gun.

9.16.08

Happy Birthday Nick Jonas.

I love everything. I'm sitting here listening to tila tequila, she's hilarious. My dog got skunked last night, it was hilarious. It was, even if i was the only one who thought so. I need to find out if i can definately go to chiodos next weekend. I owe talia pictures, I broke a camera, I miss a boy, and I need to buy my underoath tickets. Saturday night will be fun, Lions Lions at the 119 with noor and maybe mike. i love that place. I've been listening to the new gym class heroes, it's so good. Take me to see them, four times isn't enough. Softball in like, 5 minutes, bai.

lack of sleep.

9.14.08

my alarm went off at 6:4o on this sunday morning, and i got up, and got dressed and ready for softball, and i was basically walking out the door when i find out the games are cancelled. i hate when this happens! haha. so i'm laying back in bed now, and not getting any extra sleep, but talking to maggie nd writing this.

i really need to get my underoath tickets. because i know i'll keep telling myself to, but then i won't and it'll sell out haha. but apparently i'm seeing chiodos twice in the next month or so, so that should be sweet.

i miss one of my best friends, i haven't seen her in forever. and i'll be in new york soon and get to see erika, and be on the boardwalk with talia, i love that.

totally super sucky?

9.12.08

I really hate the people who are your best friend until they don't feel like it, and then just hang out with you when they feel like it, or need something. Or when a good friends swears to you he won't do something and then does. ugh, people.

But, enough complaining, because i complain way too much. Especially about people, because i am in no way this ideal person. I am seriously trying to talk less, think more, and not be the most annoying person you'll ever meet.

because i am very aware that i am that person.

I saw some of the football game tonight, it was nce except for the rain, and then i saw some old friends at the loop. Good fun, it reminds me of the last, the best times ever. and i can't wait for that same smile enducing fun.

nine eleven.

9.11.08

Every year on september 11th, for the past seven years, we bow our heads in silence for a few extra minutes during the morning announcements in school. But this year, i talked to different people, listened to different stories, gained different perspectives. I think it took me seven years to realize just how tragic this day was for thousands and thousands of people. Blame it on the immiturity. Right now i'm watching a documentary about 9/11 on the history channel. It's one of the saddest things i have ever seen. From this day forward i will never let this anniversary pass without realizing the truly horrific events that took and affected so many lives.

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This is my first blog, so maybe i should include something on a lighter note. School's been in for a week and sophomore year is good so far. Seeing a lot of people i didn't see over the summer is great. And as it gets later into september i realized it's almost the best time of year. The chilly weather, the football games, halloween, my favorite things in the world, the bets times i ever have.