This is where I would have posted something i said a few hours ago. Except someone pointed out it'd be and amazing song title, and it's mine. hahaha. I have battered elbows from saturday night. Chiodos and Motion City Soundtrack, they're both always great, and together was like even better. I got to spend the weekend with my best friend. We were first there and last there, and i finally met Matty Taylor.
My friend is like, intensly bummed right now, and i just feel bad. I feel like i should help, or have something better to say than just 'i'm sorry.' But i honestly don't know what else to say, because that's just it, i'm just sorry.
I've realized recently that i hate the person i have become, and in a ditch attempt to turn that around, i feel like i've made it worse. I always said i'd tried to be the one someone could come to, the one that'd always be nice to people, the one who was just a good person. And i feel like i try to be that person in my head, but everything that i say makes me such a bitch. I'm the one who runs to everyone else, and say shit before even thinking about it. I know i've said this COUNTLESS amounts of times, but i honestly need to talk 90% less than i do right now. And think 100% more.
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