Baby It's Cold Outside.

12.21.08

Just don't care, allow everything to hold as little significance to you in your mind as possible, because the less you care about things, the less they can hurt you.

It's winter again. I try never to think about winter days from last year. and i especially try to forget how i ruined you christmas. This vacation will be good. I know it. I'm determined that one day, a holiday or birthday in my household WILL be nice. I'm trying as hard as i can to make this christmas that holiday. But after a certain point, it's not in my hands.

I will not speak.

I'm excited for the next few weeks.
Friday, therefore i am and our last night.
saturday, lions lions and four year strong,
sunday, ENVY ON THE COAST.
Then new year's ever. Then me and Noor might go see lions lions again on the 2nd if we can get there. It it'll all be great until March.

I'm determined to believe this will all be good
no matter how much i wish you were a part of it.

Listening To: Diving Bells and Cinder Blocks - Lions Lions