I'VE ALWAYS HEARD THAT THE GOOD DIE YOUNG.

12.27.08, but into the a.m.

Today, or just this weekend has been crazy so far. and i know it's just going to get better. Yesterday i find out that therefore i am dropped off the lineup, and then i ended up having an amazing time watching our last night anyway. Then today just started to be the worst day ever. And shitty people were being shitty. And everyone was just being a huge ass. And then we get to the palladium, which i hate that venue, and they wouldn't let us go downstairs. They kept telling us we had to go up on the balcony, and i stayed there because i wasn't going to fucking miss lions lions and this bitch that worked there was like I WILL THROW YOU OUT. Like honestly bitch, try me, you don't have that authority. And lions lions was just amazing, and i made it downstairs for them, and found mike, and a loss for words is just so great, and i had the most amazing time ever at four year strong. I've heard nothing but good things about their live experience, and it just lived up to everything i've ever heard.

And it makes me realize that like, everyone can be an ass, and be a bitch and i'll fight with everyone around me, but then i go and just, listen to the music i live for, and go crazy with my best friends. And everything is just, so amazing, no matter what happens prior, when you're there and you get than high you're unable to describe, it's just the best thing in the world. And to just stand there with my best friend and have the best nights of my life just shows that shitty people don't matter, because i have everything i need, and i could never dream of anything better.

Watching everyone tonight, and being a part of it, it was like, all of a sudden it hit me. I never quite realized until tonight. Like, watching everyone at rocko's last week, and last night, and then especially everything tonight, it's just crazy.

It makes me realize that i'm just so thankful for the music scene we have in this area. Honestly, the dedication is crazy. It just makes me realize that these people LIVE for this. I probably sound crazy, but i don't know how to explain it, it's just the most amazing thing in the world to me and i love it.

Envy on the coast tomorrow/tonight.

Fuck you, i love my life <3