Wow.

1.23.09.

I'm a huge asshole. But not in the way that I'm mean. I'm just fucking stupid. I overthink, I overspeak, and every descision I ever make bites me in the ass in some way sooner or later. I'm surrounded by really shitty people. Even people who I consider to be closest to me. Who's to say I'm not just as shitty. Because I am, but just more in the way that I make a fool out of myself without realizing until a few minutes later. You can TRUST ME on this one, I fully recognize just how much everyone views me as a thorn in their side, the person they'd rather do without having to acknowledge everyday. I comprehend it, and beat myself up over it much, much more than you'll ever believe.
Nevermind, I'm just a stupid girl with no spine.

I couldn't stand up for myself if my life depended on it.