Can Shake The Graves.

2.2.09

This weekend was, just so indescribably great. For something I was kind of worried about, I had more fun than I ever could have possibly imagined. I love Norwood, I love New England weather, I love everything about Providence, and going to new places. I love my best friends. I love long walks, and photographs. I love using the super bowl as an excuse to hang out late on Sunday nights, even if we only really needed that excuse when we were younger. I love songs that you can listen to on repeat for two days straight. I love Clark and Puppy, their obnoxiousness and ability to make you smile like you've never smiled before. I love being at the top of the hill by Nora's house at night, when you can look out over all of the lights, and anything that matters in our town, and that feeling you get when you're up there, as if you're on top of the world. I love that I can sit next to you and look at you and honestly not care anymore. I love the gay blades, and I wish i could see them more. As much as I love the cold, I miss the summer and the warm weather so much right now. Steven made me miss it. One of the most distinctive things about summer is that I'd stay up until 5 or 6 am every night, usually talking to Steven the whole time. I remember when he went to Greece and I was sad because I didn't have anyone to talk to at those late hours anymore. Me and Nora are going to Alabama next week and it's going to do me so good. If it's even possible for me to be in a better mood than I have been Lately.

I love weeks on end where I'm in the best mood possible. I make the poor mistake of taking so much for granted and I'm trying as hard as possible to not do that.

I love my best friends, live music, funny people, living, breathing, anyone that has a positive outlook on life, and I can't wait for the summer time.
I miss when I used to hug you and never let go for a good five minutes. When everything in my life could be seemingly falling apart, but for that time I was in your arms, I was safe, I had literally nothing to worry about. I miss having that so much. But I'm loving more than anything else in life, that I don't have any reasons to need to run to you.
It's almost March.
I'm so scared this will all go away.
Please don't let it fall apart.